I like the way you look at me and I see your beauty-inner and outer
I wish I felt the same way but I don’t.
He doesn’t deserve me.
I no longer pine for him and his attention. I don’t want it. I don’t need it. I am content.
"Perhaps there is nothing in the world I cling to as much as this feeling of adventure; but it comes when it pleases; it is gone so quickly and how empty I am once it has left. Does it, ironically, pay me these short visits in order to show me that I have wasted my life?"